Still getting to know myself

It took time, It was not easy, there were days that I wanted to give up. I felt like a fish out of the tank many times but I never though it would be impossible. Its a battle for a life time so I have to stay strong and fight to be who I truly am. Being myself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.

Lately I am having fun without drinks, talking without a cell phone, smiling without selfies, dreaming without drugs and of course Loving unconditionally. Everything is brighter, days are happy and It feels awesome being myself. I am finally getting to the point where I am about to accept myself, no more lies and no more make up. I am understanding my roots and I really like where I’m from. My mind is getting clear and clear over the years. I used to have walls everywhere now I have bridges. I can travel from one state to another, I can switch languages in my head but I still have to slow down a bit, I am always going too fast everywhere and sometimes I feel tired, restless or incapable to do things only for the fact that I sometimes wish to be at places where I am not able to reach yet. Places in my mind or perhaps in a spirit form. This human experience has being delightful. Ive got to admit being a human disgusts me sometimes but I have to be here and I am making the best out of it. Because of that I have to stick around the good ones, exchange experiences and try to leave everything I find a bit better than it was when I encountered it. Sometimes when I’m not making a difference it means it is making a diference to me. Somehow I am changing like everyone else do. Its constantly with no stop and I am loving this big adventure I just want to keep going and Thank the universe for giving me all of this opportunity ❤ So lets celebrate with love ad peace. Namaste =)